Oh

It is so difficult to understand the human condition. What we covet from afar, we idolize. What we actually get, we feel we don't quite deserve and fuck it up, or after a time, no longer appreciate.
We long for times past, and forget how then, we desperately longed for better days. We wish for a future we might already have in our hands. The present, is too beautiful, too fragile, too much to bear, so we never look into its eyes head on...